Utterly miserable....

[sildil]

To say I am devastated is only half of it. And what makes me really upset and bloody furious is that because of someone's bloody ego and self importance I have lost a good friend.

There have been a lot of people leave fandoms, come back to fandoms, throw hissy fits over things, get genuinely and rightly upset over stuff, and get wrongly upset over issues, but of ALL of them, Andi was the nicest guy and one of the best and genuinely kindest people I know.

I can't begin to say how much I will miss him.

I couldn't think what icon to use for this post, they are all too cheerful, so I've used the drawing I did for Andi of Haldir.

Comments

[enismirdal.livejournal.com]

*huggles* I adored Andi, and I will miss him so very much now. *hugs more* :(

[sildil]

We all did, and we all will..:((

[orchydconstyne.livejournal.com]

*cuddles* I love you, Iaurnaneth, and I will miss him, too.

[sildil]

Thank you, my dear. *cuddles*

[punisher8209.livejournal.com]

I didn't get to know Andi that well, having only talked to him once or twice at EOAS, but he sounded like a wonderful person. He was a great author too, and I truely regret I didn't get to know him more. I can only guess how devestated you are to loose him.

*many conforting hugs he can manage*

Punisher

[sildil]

Thank you I need them a lot. *hugs back*

[jaiden-s.livejournal.com]

((hugs))
We'll all miss him terribly....
Lovely pic of Haldir, by the way.

[sildil]

Thank you, I actually felt more miserable after I chose that one...

[rivendell-elf.livejournal.com]

*huggles* I miss him as well
He was one of my first online friends

[sildil]

*hugs back*

[king-thran.livejournal.com]

He was a wonderful writer and I am already missing him.
Crappy end of week :-((
Hug Sildil with all her heart.
Love.
King Thran, who fells very very sad now.

[sildil]

*hugs back* I do too, so much. *is mightily pissed off with people with over inflated egos who hurt my friends*

[inverted-flower.livejournal.com]

I've only talked to Andi once at EOAS, maybe twice, but he was very kind and had a great sense of humour.
We'll all miss him.
*offers more hugs*


Mel

[sildil]

He was extremely kind, a genuinely nice person.

[dinalphiel.livejournal.com]

all i can do is offer you a hug, so...

*HUGGIES*, dear

[sildil]

Thanks, very much appreciated.

[aduial-peredhel.livejournal.com]

*pats* It's a little bit better now though, right? :)

Lovely, can I have your address? I have some Christmas cards left. :D

[sildil]

A bit better, though I still feel sad that the LotR fandom has lost one of its very, very best and all because of one person's over inflated sense of importance.

Anyway....I don't want to go on about it anymore. Send me a mail to Sildil@livejournal.com with your address and I'll send you mine back, for Christmas cards, thanks.

[elvensorceress.livejournal.com]

:(
*loves you*

Your Haldir is gorgeous.

[sildil]

Thank you, I loved him too, and wanted him to be good for Andi.